There is something seriously wrong with me!!! Over the past three days I have slept 37 hours!!!! I mean that is sooooo not normal is it??? I have just been soooo tired!!! Today is my great aunts birthday so we had to go visit which was pretty boring!!! It is also my cat smartie's birthday!!! She is six!!! Awwww!!! Not really been up to much else, just reading in the garden. I bought "Mojo" coz it has pages and pages of Morrissey in it!!! I think I'm still in love with Screech!!! I mean I know he don't like me as anything other than a good friend, but I was just thinking about that week we went out and how happy I was!!!! I thought he was happyv too!! I don't understand how he changed so quickly!! One day he was phoning me up saying how unhappy he was because he couldn't see me and he was just about in tears, then the next he told me it was over!!! I thought I was over him when I thought I liked Jo again but after shouting at me the other day, it made me think twice!! Fuck!!! I wish I had more luck with guys!!! Ah well, back to school and hell tomorrow!!!! Can't wait....... not!!!