Hello! Last night I was on the phone to screech and he was in a right state coz he seemingly declared his love to some unknown girl he likes and she told him she didn't want to hear what he had to say!! God I would have listened!!! I tried to make him feel better by saying he was too good for him and she didn't know what she was missing out on but he still sounded like shit!!! I tried texting him today to see if he was ok but there was no reply!!! God I hope he is ok, I hate it when e unhappy and I hate it even more when he doesn't reply or speak to me!!! School on the other hand was just as shit as usual!!! Nothing exciting ever happens and I was soooooo glad to get home after!! I cut again yesaterday before school, yeah I know it sounds a bit stupid, but it's nice knowing that under your school jumper there are these cuts and scars!! Hmmm? I am sooooo fucked up aren't I???? I think I'll go for now, got homework to do!!! Byes