Hmmmmm? Been a while i know, i'm sorry!!! I don't know where time goes anymore, it just passes ya by doesn't it?! I'm doing not too badly though, still seeing Maggie but I'm begining to think she can't help me so I reckon I'm gonna stop going. I have been chatting with one of my Mum's old friends though, which is pretty cool as she can tell me lots of wild stuff about my Mum which my gran never knew. I also am now officially in my my 4th year of high school!! Fuck that means i can leave in a years time!!! Now that is scary!! I moved down from the credit maths class to genral coz I was finding it really difficult, but it turned out t be quite a pleasant surprise!!! You see I sit behind this guy called Mark and he is just sooooo sweet!!! It's really funny though, coz until I went into my new maths class I'd hardly spoken to him but now we spent the whole maths lesson chatting!!! I think I like him!! I've been kinda flirting with him and my mate said he was flirting with me and she don't even know I like him!!! Yesterday in class he was so sweet and offered to get me a ruler and although I was well aware of the one in my pencil case I let him go get me one!! Then my friend who sits next to me took it of me and Mark turned round and told her to give it back, then when she refused, he gave me his!!!! So sweet!!! He has got these gorge BIG brown eyes and looks so cute when he keeps turning round to look at me!!! Sometimes he kinda half turns and i think he doesn't realise I can see him, but I can!!! But, after me all sure I liked him, last night I went out with Allie. We met up with some guys and Joe was there and for some reason I was totally hooked on him and couldn't keep my eyes off him! I mean I'm quite sure he don't like me, but he was really nice to me!!! Then at school today he was still really sweet and even walked up the road with me after school!!! Fuck why do I have to like two guys at once????!!!!! Ah well! Oh!!! It's only 5 DAYS till I go see THE CHILIS play at Murrayfield stadium in Edinburgh!!!!!!! I soooooooo can't wait!!!! It's gonna be sooooooo cool!!! I reckon I better go for now, need to get some stuff together coz i'm going on a school trip tommorrow to do a competition at Edinburgh Uni!! Hopefully find time to write again soon!!! Byes!!!