It has taken a while but I'm happy to report that The Chilis were fucking amazing!!!! Just the whole atmosphere was soooooo cool!!
I'm now on my summer hols from school, mind you the weather is so shite it's hard to believe that it is the summer!! I was soooooo desperate to get my hols for months now, but then when they finally came and are here I feel really depressed! I don't know what it is, I just miss all my friends already and am feeling really low! I'm begining to think that maggie could have been right, maybe I do have slight depression? I don't want to say it to anyone though, coz it'll just make me sound attention seeking! Just before we broke up from school one of my best friends, Jess moved away to live with her gran in Glasgow! I was really upset and started to cry and everything, I mean I never cry!! What's wrong with me, it seems I've been crying lots lately! I don't even know why? The same day that Jess left, one of my hens died. It was Sheila, the one named after my Mum, fuck coincidence or what?!
Last night was a bit weird though. Danny across the road and his little bro were out playing football on the road and they kicked the ball in our garden. They came up to get it and then ended up staying co Megan was playing football with Paddy, Danny's bro, coz they are friends. It was really weird though, coz I was sure Danny hated me after the whole me totally fancying him thing!! I mean I think he's really sweet now but I don't fancy him no more! Danny's wee sister is only 4 and she decided she wanted to come up and see our hamster too! She sat for about an hour just playing with wee ralph the hamster, she is sooooo sweet! Later on me and Allie went out with Struin, then came home to finish a half bottle of gin I had hidden in my room! We ended going back out again though till after 12! Gran was not pleased!! Ah well! I was speaking to a friend of my Mum's last night, who also happened to be quite pissed, and she was so sweet! Me and Allie ended up sleeping in the tent in our back gared but we came in about 5:30 this morning coz I was fucking freezing!!!!!
Today it's raining, AGAIN, and I'm still in my p.j's! My cousin Lisa is comming over from Canada next week with her grandparents, I can't wait coz I've never met her before! She is 15 and we've been e-mailing and she sounded quite cool! Suppose I should go wake Allie, she fell asleep in my bed hours ago!!
Oh! I still madly in love with Joe but I doubt he likes me in that way! He keeps going to his upstairs window at night and waving to me though!!! Byes!
